Procrastination

Hey guys,
Its really tough having to stay focused....
I'm trying real hard not to procrastinate and do what i have to do.
But sometimes,
doing papers each and everyday is so freaking sian can!
Plus,everybody is getting better and better academic-wise
I cannot afford to be intimidated
Cuz if i do,
I'll start second-guessing myself
and i'll lose the motivation to study.
so on a positive note,
I'm gonna work extra hard and make sure i do 2 papers/day
I MUST FINISH 2 PAPERS EVERYDAY BEFORE I SLEEP.
I MUST I MUST I MUST!
okay i am gonna do 2 papers today
before i watch x factor tonight.
plus memorise Bonding Singapore.
There's literally no time to complain and waste time
I have to start working if i want to get a good grade for my O's.
Look at my friend.
She got __ freaking points for prelims.
Idk how she got the motivation to study
but I hope that i can work as hard as her.
I don't expect myself to score as well as her for L1R5,
but i hope to see an improvement in my grades
and possibly get more distinctions
Hope that the bell curve doesn't intimidate me.
A friend of mine managed to jump from a B4-A1 for Chinese.
If she can do it,
so can I!
I can do it!
I can I can I can!
okay my computer's battery is dying....
so bye for now!:)