Update on life

Hello friends,

I guess as we grow older, life is going to get tougher. I have 2 upcoming presentations to prep for and I feel like i'm the only one stressing about it. What's worse is that someone's not even contributing. I'm not the only one who's annoyed here btw. Our GPAs are at stake here and if you don't contribute i can't wait to see you crash and burn, even if you're my friend. When it comes to work, i'm gonna have to put all friendships aside because no one is your friend academic-wise. You will have to be independent enough to fend for yourself. You're on my blacklist for project works next semester and i'm gonna psycho people against you. pinky swear. 

We are honestly sick and tired of doing all your work and its very unfair to us because if we do well as a group, you get the free marks and this is not the way to go. I honestly hope that there'll be peer evaluation for every single project. Just because you're my friend doesn't mean that i'm gonna be biased to you and give you lenient marks. Andrea does not function that way. I am very fair when it comes to that and if i see that one does not contribute, i will give you like a 1/5 because that's the mark you deserve. 

I'm also very worried for gened. My partner is not the one mentioned above because she did chip in some brainwaves and she does her job relatively well.:-)However, i'm worried that we're not able to get everything done on time and score well because we've put in alot of effort into our project already. 

I also have 3 tests and i should be studying. I just hope that things will look up from tmr onward although i see slight progress in life as for now. 

Next week's gonna be really hectic, so wish me luck!!;-)

Adios Amigos!

xx

Mockery

Hi guys,
I get that there are numerous people hating on me all the time,like c'mon everyone has their own set of haters.
If anyone wants to mock me, have the guts to say it in my face. If you spread rumors/gossip about it behind my back,it shows the level of maturity you possess as a person and I will look down on you big time. If you say it out online and pretend that its referring to no particular being, you're one step closer to being a bully and a deceptive,lying bitch.
Friends, y'all can decide if you want to tell me the truth or not. All I can say is that, you can surely fool others, but you can't fool me. So don't even think about trying to lie to me.
If you have any friends badmouthing on the internet, please tell them to stop doing it. Its not only gonna scar their peers around them real bad, many people are going to hate you for it. If you're not happy about how your friends act/behave, be a friend and tell them personally. That way they know that you genuinely want them to improve themselves and become better beings in the future.
This especially goes out to all those in their early teens(ages 12-15) because I've been in those shoes and i know what its like to feel like a loser, rejected and defeated and turn to social media to seek my revenge on others(which in turn makes me a bitch).  Its really tiring and that's the period of time when i'm at my lowest.
All in all, don't be like the 12-14 year old me
Till then people,
xx

Green haired girlas

Hello fellas!
Today was really liberating as I've finally met one of my best friends in secondary school,Kimberlyn after 2months of not seeing each other omg.
Time was not in our favor today as we didn't really have time to do a proper catch up session but hopefully we can do a proper one in March gahhhh much excites!!
We coincidentally have green tips on our hair,What telepathy hahaha but today was so good see you soon in March Kim!!:")

till then,

xx

2015

Good evening fellas! First things foremost, I would like to wish everyone a

I also hope that 2015 will bring out the best in everyone and also hope that it will be better than the last.:-)

2015 is the year when I'm gonna be legal(YASSS) and finally get to watch M18 movies, but fret not everyone I'm gonna stay as down-to-earth as possible and not drunk-drive LOL. I hate alcohol by the way its disgusting(sorry -OH group!!) 8 more days to my legal-ship so if you do the math, y'all will know when my birthday falls on.

In saying that, I have some New Year's Resolutions in which i hope to uphold and abide to though its gonna be a challenge.

1. Shop every 3 months

I had an extremely bad shopping habit and i always feel the need to shop every month just because i have inadequate stuff. Looking back, i realized that i've gone way out of hand with regards to my shopping and i hope that i will not repeat the same mistake this year. I have not shopped ever since Black Friday which is about 1 1/2 month since i've last shopped and I've been pretty sane for now so I'm ecstatic that some progress has been made even before the year starts.:-)

2. Balance out my life well

Coping with Work, School and Entertainment could take some time getting used to, but trust me friends it can be done. I've experienced it during the first term of my poly life and i still ended up doing fine in school.The key things are to start your assignments early, limit your tv programmes and to get as much sleep as possible if you can.

3. Have more guts

I am known to be a very psychotic being with crazy yolo ideas that made many people say the famous 3 words-WTF, but I'm actually very very shy and I don't like to hurt other people's feelings whenever i feel like criticizing. I'm still learning along the way, because gossiping is not the way to go and it only escalates the drama. So I hope to have more guts and do things that i have been longing to do for so so long and i hope that in the long run, i will not regret the decisions that i make(well, usually i won't lull:-))

Oh yes, I am hired to work in Paris Baguette@Tampines,the 3rd most densely populated neighbourhood in Singapore, so if y'all happen to pass by, do pop by for a visit yeah!!(Is the stupid store manager that busy that she can't even squish in 10 freaking minutes to call me wtf i hate waiting, waiting is torture.)

Alright, I guess that's all for now guys, I hope to maintain my blogging regime as there will be lots of fun stuff happening this year, so stay tuned for more to come in the year ahead!!

x

Rejuvenation

Hi guys,
I have been observing my friends in school on a daily basis and how they react when things do not go their way.
In my honest opinion, i feel like slapping them for reminding me of how I acted back when i was in my early teens, yet i feel so fortunate to not be in whatever drama they have gotten themselves into.
I feel like what I have gone through during the times where I got bullied and made fun of has made me alot stronger as a person i feel like i am able to deal with such cases in a more professional manner.
I've become less hot tempered now and I have learnt how shutting up could make such a huge difference in a conflict. I've also learnt that it takes time to build up guts. In the past, i used to avenge people online with the assumption that I'll feel alot better. Instead,i felt worse as people would come ganging up on me. Now, if i feel like there's something wrong with one's attitude or whatnots, I will tell them straight in their face. And trust me when i say i feel way better by doing that. Many people today do not have the guts to be frank in front of their friends and they keep backstabbing them by picking at their flaws. That's not the way to go! If you want to criticise others, have the guts to say it in their face. By doing that they'll know that you want the better for them and when you ask them for opinions, they'll be honest with you.
Finally, i also learnt that there is always a time to be serious, and a time for fun. The problem about it is the inability to balance it out and use it to your advantage. For example, if you're such a nuisance during project work and when it comes to fun you don't joke around much, something is VERY wrong. It really shows your knowledge of differentiating what's important and what's not, and that in turn says alot about you as a being.
Though i feel like I've changed alot over the years, there are still some flaws in me which I'm trying very hard to change. One being my patience level. I admit I have been very impatient and my obsession with speed can be a bit of an issue. i kept whining at how slow my friends walk and at their actions and all, but I'm so used to doing things quickly because "Singapore is a very fast-paced society. If you're not fast you're bound to lose out".The good thing about it though, is that my sense of urgency is there.
I have to finish up my utterly disgusting pchem tutorial now, so i guess its goodbye for now!
xx

10 reasons why i dislike chinese(the language)

Hey guys,

A thought of the past just struck me while as i backtracked to my pri/sec school days, having to learn Chinese and ultimately hating it. I believe that many of my friends have the same thought as I am and though majority of my polytechnic friends speak Chinese as part of their second nature, they will also be reluctant to visit China. I admit that I come from an English-speaking family and as much as my mother likes Chinese, I did not get that same desire of learning Chinese from her. Instead, over the years, I have lost interest in this particular language. These are the 10 reasons why I dislike(or even hate) Chinese.

1. 10 years of my life have been a burden just by learning it.

2. I find people really weird when they talk to me in Chinese. I'll be like 'Why in the world are you conversing in Chinese when you're not in china at the moment?!?!?!'

3. I love my china friends, but travelling to Beijing was the worst thing I've ever done. Not only were the plane rides dreadful, the trip was full of disgusting Chinese medicine and massages(yes i just said that) and the people there have no morals,they don't freaking obey laws! This includes Taiwan because Taiwan was so boring I'd just yawn at the sight of scenery.Want me to admire scenery? Bring me to places like Victoria Falls and The Himalayas then I'll be interested. The things they sell in both countries are of shit quality and their sewing is really out of this world(BAD). 

4. Chinese teachers are really annoying they keep punishing me for the smallest things and their lessons are so boring i'll literally sleep through the entire lesson. Don't ask me how/why I got a B for Chinese my brain just happens to work wonders.

5. I don't understand what cheena people are talking 80% of the time.

6. Chinese food,how about no.

7. I get forced to speak their language when i go to China/Taiwan.

P.S. I can speak/understand Cantonese so going to hk is not a problem for me.

8. i don't like how the Chinese brain works. English has been used as a form of communication by many and many cheenas think that English is not needed to be learnt. Well, they are WRONG. Mastering English is really important too!

9. The way Chinese people dress. They practically dress like poor beggars on the street and majority of the clothing designs they wear are more suited for 50-year-old beings. They really don't know how to pair their clothing pieces properly and the color combination clashes most of the time it literally blinds me. It just makes me lose interest in China as a country and ultimately, learning the language.

10. What is Chinese? keyichidema?

I am trying to abstain myself from speaking the language as much as possible, and instead use it to my advantage.(secret talent shhhhh). But other than that, by the time I reach 21, my visits to China and Taiwan will come to an end as I am sick and tired of this country called CHINA and I am going to save up some money to venture to other countries around the world and learn more about their different cultures that they have to offer. That is a definite promise.

xx

Disclaimer: what I just said here was based on my own opinions. 

Part Time Jobs

Hi friends,

Y'all are not expecting me to update so soon, right?right.

Jobs,this topic has been on my mind many times this year, and I have been engaged to it ever since the end of 2013.

My first job was in the Food and Beverage(F&B) franchise, and i found a decent job at a Subway near my house. I have to say that although i was a good girl and my boss respects me, a few of my managers were somehow very irritatingly bitchy just because i was a blur kid and they want things to be done THEIR way. Some of them even want to spark rivalry with me like wtf i never wanted to fight with anyone and just because i'm blur and stupid doesn't mean that i don't have a brain. I was treated rather well and I don't get bored while working in F&B as business is good there and I am kept busy during work. I also lost tonnes of weight while working there as the workload physically wore me out and by the time i reach home i end up plopping onto my bed and off to slumberland i go. After 6 1/2 months of working, i made the difficult decision to quit my job there as I wanted to focus on my studies and work has been disallowing me to do my projects at ease. Furthermore, i got sick of it and i want to try working at different franchises.

My second job(which is my current one), is a packing job which requires me to go there and pack stuff for a particular company. Though the salary seems satisfying and I can finally work in a legit air-conditioned area, i was extremely disappointed at the work life there. Not only is the location miserable(the place damn ulu please), but many of the employees there SPEAK CHINESE, AND I FREAKING HATE CHINESE TO THE CORE(i told many customers that i don't speak/understand Chinese and lied to my coworkers that I flunked my Chinese paper, which i did not i get consistent B's for it lmao).The last straw was how boring the job was i'd rather stay at home and nua all day rather than get used as cheap labor. I have sent a letter to the manager-in-charge and I'm praying to the heavens that he/she finds it legit enough to let me resign.#fingerscrossed

After this job, i'll promise that i won't work in packing/retail franchises as a part-time job ever again and go back to working in F&B. I much prefer the working environment there and time passes by quickly when I'm there. By working, I have also learnt how fortunate i am to have been given an education and the opportunity to go to school. I honestly don't mind being a student my entire life-your only job is to study and socialize, parents give you money to buy stuff, food in school is cheap and good, you can annoy the 'chers until they go nuts, and many more!:")

Finally and i kid you not, money is not easy to earn, at all. You can feel your heart breaking when all your hard work has officially been used to buy stuff, and just by one month of working, you only receive accumulated peanuts. For a shopaholic like me, it will never be enough.

That's all i have to say, til' then,

xx